Through the first 7 years of life and including development in the womb, we are in intense learning mode. The reason being, our right brain is developing and adapting to our environment around us. We are in need for constant love and acceptance from both parents to thrive and become who we are during our adult life. These first 7 years of our life have a massive impact on our emotional and mental life as we get older. Our perceptions of how we see the masculine and feminine is built during those first 7 years of life. Perception is everything on how we see reality and how we manifest reality
What is amazing about the abilities that we naturally have is that we can travel and discover what happened to us as a child. We can heal ourselves through our own natural abilities, so we can understand events that have shaped us and sometimes the shaping of us isn’t beneficial. The behaviour and habits we display can just be trauma reactions. Trauma reactions are so common that we accept them in society as normal.
During the time of trauma, we lose, dampen or suppress who we are. Less of ourselves shines through the physical body. At the time of trauma, our female consciousness hides in fear or clouded by dense emotions. During her traumatic event, she disconnects from the masculine consciousness (right brain). Reason being, the masculine consciousness creates physical form. He is the one that allows us to feel our emotions through our body, which is far more intense then the non physical world. It’s one of the reasons why we are here. Love and creating a world of happiness, joy, laughter is far more incredible through the physical form. The natural emotions that the heart has, intensifies through the physical form. It’s the beauty of living. Feeling joy and love through the physical form is one of the reasons why we come here. That is what the masculine is incredible at. He allows us to feel the beauty of who we are. However, through trauma, the female hides herself, she runs from the physical body. She disconnects from the physical form so she doesn’t have to feel the intense emotions or physical pain. The male is then again traumatized, as he loses his counterpart. Not only is he going through trauma he also experiences loss as he loses part of the energy (female consciousness) that keeps him and the body alive. As this takes place, he goes into survival mode. After the survival mode has passed, he works to build up more protection so the female consciousness wont feel the intense emotions that were caused during the time of trauma. As the female returns to the body, the masculine would have created more protection for her as he is in desperate need for her return and stay. He would have also blocked certain ways of expression of the feminine, so that she stays safe within the body. This shut off parts of the feminine energy to keep her safe . Your memory is affected as the brain is protecting you from the traumatic effect that was experienced. He doesn’t want the female to feel the pain again, as he is scared that she will run off and if she runs he experiences more trauma. Unfortunately this shut the brain off from feeling what the female energy is feeling. His protection slowly shuts the brain down and the more trauma, the more we shut down. The masculine feels layers of abandonment and rejection as every trauma he loses connection with the feminine energy. Anger and strong negative emotions can be built up towards the female consciousness (left brain), the anger at being abandoned and left in the time of need. In severe cases, individuals develop an abusive mind and the masculine turns on the feminine. Self hate, abuse, victim energies are born. This also leads to not being able to feel. We can be so traumatized that our protection can be so strong that the masculine doesn’t feel what the female energy is feeling. We become stuck between life and death.
Potentially individuals become zombies. They have so much protection that they lose their creative force, their guide, love, compassion, empathy, connection to their soul, higher self and they stop evolving. This also reflects in how they can’t connect either to the physical world. Loneliness , disconnection and lack of purpose is felt. The masculine has protected the heart so much that he loses her all together. However, using your natural abilities to understand the different protections you have created throughout your life, this will help you breakdown the protections that you have left and bring more of you into your body. Where you will feel light, more joy, laughter and love that you have within.
This is where you can understand the asleep people. As they have lost so much heart consciousness , the masculine gets all his information about reality from outside of himself. He needs information, but with so much protection against the heart and for the heart, he doesn’t have his natural guidance. He has lost his teacher and manifesting partner. However, he still needs information to guide him and therefore outside information is the next best thing to understand his reality. People become vulnerable to other people’s perceptions about life and manifest a life that is good for someone else rather themselves.
Breaking down your protections and understanding your traumas, you bring more of you into your body. You start to take more control of your life. Your manifestations become stronger and clearer. Your body reaps the awards of health, as more female consciousness within the body makes a healthy body. You become more attune with your souls intention and attract and create the experiences that you need to evolve more. You start to vibrate at your own natural frequency and gain a better connection to not only to yourself but to mother earth and the whole of the universe. Don’t give up. The road may be difficult but you are finding your own way and reaping the awards along the way.
Rebecca Barron
Find The Light
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