Black Magic Manipulating The Human Race

The process with Totto of me finding the real me has led me down some awkward but freeing paths and made me become conscious of the pitfalls in this reality, which has stopped us being truly who we really are as a human race.

Working with this, I discovered that anytime I felt vulnerable I would yell at my husband, or  family members. In life I was unable to show vulnerability and anytime I did feel frightened or weakness of any kind I would react by being angry, agitation or aggressive. As I became more conscious of my behavior through the counseling with Totto, I was able to step back and ask myself what was I actually feeling during times of anger, agitation and aggression.. I then expressed my real feelings in situations instead and showed my vulnerability to my husband. My husband was able to step in and comfort me.  I started to connect to the masculine energy which I had been craving for all my life. By expressing my vulnerability and honesty on how I was really feeling inside, he was about to step in and comfort me, understand me and love me. Where as before, my agitation, anger, moodiness would push him away and I was therefore denying myself what I actually needed. By being honest to myself and recognizing how much I needed him, I allowed him to support me and use his masculine energy to make me feel safe and protected.  Magical things started to happen. Feelings of separation, loneliness had now been replaced by feelings of connection and security. It brought out a softer side in my being, which radiated out to my children, family and friends. I have been able to express myself far more in all areas of my life and I am now forming deeper connections with others.

Totto has explained to me that there is a false feminine energy, its completely fake, not natural to this reality which  we have been connected to instead of the real natural feminine energy. Also entwined within this energy is black magic. When connected to this energy we experience very negative feelings and express them. This false black magic/feminine energy manipulates, controls, hardens and suppresses us. It denies us expressing who we really are and over time we have forgotten the real feminine energy and have excepted the false feminine. The masculine energy had lost his partner and guidance and had been left functioning alone and the real feminine energy  has been forgotten. The connection in these two natural energies has been lost and therefore we have lost ourselves and each other. We have been going through life feeling isolated and alone because of this false energy that we are connected to, forgetting the real feminine energy, the soft yet but strong energy which guides the masculine energy and forms the deep connection that we all need and are crying out for. However reconnecting to the real feminine energy is something we can do and by doing this will allow the feminine and masculine energy to reconnect again.

It would be amazing if we could switch off this false feminine energy that currently radiates out through our reality and apparently through the universe but we cant. We cant fight it but we the female can open our hearts and express our vulnerability and allow the man to step forward and express his energy which will free us both. Deep connections can be formed which will radiate out throughout our reality. A step forward for the human race becoming who we truly are, shining our true colours and freeing ourselfs from the false feminine/black magic energy that we are currently acting out.

I do believe once we start to make this first connection we will connect with all of life, animals, plants and Mother Earth herself. Our reality will return back to its natural rhythm and no more manipulation from the dark can take place. We will grow and push out the darkness which manipulated us and our behaviour a long time ago. Beauty and Peace will be felt again!

We are helping beings to remove the black magic, parasites and the walls we have put up around ourselves and once this has been achieved we will gentle guide the being back to the natural rhythm of the feminine and masculine energy so that being can discover and express their true selves and reconnect with their loved ones on a much deeper level. Manipulation, control, power, aggression, fear and anger will cease to exist and unity and love to be felt by all.

Do you manipulate and control others? Do you have anger or live in fear or are you unable to express your feelings and show your vulnerabilities? Do you want to gain deeper connections with loved ones and eliminate feelings of loneliness and isolation  These feelings and behaviours are not natural to the human race, these have occurred due to the false feminine energy. Totto and I are currently helping others to connect back to the natural rhythm of life, removing the density away so that person can see their own beauty and express it with honesty without fear of judgement or rejection. A path that will lead us back to who we truly are.

Reconnecting Back To The Natural Feminine Energy.

The process with Totto of me finding the real me has led me down some awkward but freeing paths and made me become conscious of the pitfalls in this reality, which has stopped us being truly who we really are as a human race. Rediscovering who I am and expressing who I am has allowed me to connect with others on a much deeper level. This connection has brought value to my being and given me strength within.

Working with this, I discovered that anytime I felt vulnerable I would yell at my husband, or  family members. In life I was unable to show vulnerability and anytime I did feel frightened or weakness of any kind I would react by being agitated, angry or bossy especially to my husband. As I became more conscious of my behaviour through the counselling with Totto, I was able to step back and ask myself what was I actually feeling during times of anger, agitation and aggression.. I then expressed my real feelings in situations instead and showed my vulnerability to my husband. My husband was able to step in and comfort me.  I started to connect to the masculine energy which I had been craving for all my life. By expressing my vulnerability and honesty on how I was really feeling inside, he was about to step in and comfort me, understand me and love me. Where as before, my aggression, anger, moodiness would push him away and I was therefore denying what I actually needed. By being honest and recognizing how much I needed him, I allowed him to support me and use his masculine energy to make me feel safe and protected.  Magical things started to happen. Feelings of separation, loneliness had now been replaced by feelings of connection and security. It brought out a softer side in my being, which radiated out to my children, family and friends. I have been able to express myself far more in all areas of my life and I am now forming deeper connections with others.

Totto has explained to me that there is a false feminine energy, its completely fake, not natural to this reality which  we have been connected to instead of the real natural feminine energy. Also entwined within this energy is black magic. When connected to this energy we experience very negative feelings and express them. This false black magic/feminine energy manipulates, controls, hardens and suppresses us. It denies us expressing who we really are and over time we have forgotten the real feminine energy and have excepted the false feminine. The masculine energy had lost his partner and guidance and had been left functioning alone and the real feminine energy  has been forgotten. The connection in these two natural energies has been lost and therefore we have lost ourselves and each other. We have been going through life feeling isolated and alone because of this false energy that we are connected to, forgetting the real feminine energy, the soft yet but strong energy which guides the masculine energy and forms the deep connection that we all need and are crying out for. However reconnecting to the real feminine energy is something we can do and by doing this will allow the feminine and masculine energy to reconnect again.

It would be amazing if we could switch off this false feminine energy that currently radiates out through our reality and apparently through the universe but we cant. We cant fight it but we the female can open our hearts and express our vulnerability and allow the man to step forward and express his energy which will free us both. Deep connections can be formed which will radiate out throughout our reality. A step forward for the human race becoming who we truly are, shining our true colours and freeing ourselfs from the false feminine/black magic energy that we are currently acting out.

I do believe once we start to make this first connection we will connect with all of life, animals, plants and Mother Earth herself. Our reality will return back to its natural rhythm and no more manipulation from the dark can take place. We will grow and push out the darkness which manipulated us and our behaviour a long time ago. Beauty and Peace will be felt again!

We are helping beings to remove the black magic, parasites and the walls we have put up around ourselves and once this has been achieved we will gentle guide the being back to the natural rhythm of the feminine and masculine energy so that being can discover and express their true selves and reconnect with their loved ones on a much deeper level. Manipulation, control, power, aggression, fear and anger will cease to exist and unity and love to be felt by all.

Do you manipulate and control others? Do you have anger or live in fear or are you unable to express your feelings and show your vulnerabilities? Do you want to gain deeper connections with loved ones and eliminate feelings of loneliness and isolation  These feelings and behaviours are not natural to the human race, these have occurred due to the false feminine energy. Totto and I are currently helping others to connect back to the natural rhythm of life, removing the density away so that person can see their own beauty and express it with honesty without fear of judgement or rejection. A path that will lead us back to who we truly are.

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Connecting with The Blue Avians

Since Totto entered into my life I have been on a journey within, to find the true me, the me I was suppose to be before the Reptilians and dark messed around with me and its been eye opening, painful but very freeing.

When talking to Totto his words effect me on a very deep level. A level that I generally ignore and pretend doesn’t exist. A place that I thought I hid very well. We were chatting and his said something that triggered off 6 hours of a mental and physical battle within. I couldn’t leave my room or even my bed, I couldn’t lie still either. I was in the biggest battle of my life. All I saw in my minds eye was a long road and on each side with gigantic reptillians, beating the shit out of me. I couldn’t escape however hard I tried. My physical body was in pain, as at the same time I was releasing the darkness and I could actually feel the dense emotion rise up from my base chakra out through my crown and it was physically painful. There was so much of it and with each emotion released the better I felt. I knew whatever was going on was a gift and therefore I didn’t resist too much of the process. I suspect what I was seeing in my minds eye was what the reptilians did to me in the astral when I was a child. They taught me not to fight, that I was powerless and that they had all the power and put foundations down within me that I must FEAR all the time. During the emotional cleansing of the dense energy, I started to learn to fight back and within a few hours I was beating the shit out of these reptilians and I realized  that I had the power and that I wasn’t to fear anymore. I was healing my inner child which all my life had been in fear.

After the mental and physical battle I was exhausted. I have never felt so tired in my life. A different tired. My mind, body and light body felt close to death. I couldn’t think or even move and I was completely numb. I then felt a presence standing over me in my room, I could feel the warmth and gentle energy from this being and I felt safe and protected. Peace washed over me. The being picked me up, and a blue humanoid bird was holding me very protectively and without question I just sank down into the being as he flew across the universe. We ended up in a sphere and my consciousness changed point of view and I was viewing the blue bird holding me. She lay my body down and my body died and out of my body came a beautiful strong blue bird. My consciousness merge with this being and I could feel the  physical strength in her legs and her wings were so powerful, I felt completely free. When I flapped my wings high vibrational energy washed over me and there was no way I wanted to be human again. However, the blue bird who brought me to this place and another consciousness which I couldn’t see was telling me that I had to return to Earth. I refused as the emotion of going back was complete sadness, as there is so much pain and suffering on Earth. They reassured me that it was the last leg of my journey and that I will return home soon and that I had done the hard parts and now it was my time to shine on Earth. Deep within me I knew that they were right and I started the decent down to Earth  and before I knew it I was on my bed, crying. I reached for my phone and typed Blue Bird Star Seed into Google and up popped many pages with information regarding these ET’s, which are called Blue Avians. A page I felt drawn to described these types of star-seeds and I just sat and cried as the remembrance of who I was touched my very core and knowing that I was far more then I thought was very overwhelming.

I had been told in the past that I was a reptilian prior to this life on Earth and I have also been told I was a Earth Angel. However taking the journey within with the help of Totto, I was able to experience who I was on a much deeper level and start the process of releasing the darkness. This all came from within which is very empowering. We as humans search outside of ourselves to try and find out who we are. We may go and see psychics or someone in the awakened field but we already know as it lies deep within us. We need to take the journey and discover our true self and don’t be scared, because its beautiful.

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Reptilians Target The Psychic Empathic Child – Part Two

I wanted to write a follow up due to the attention the first article received. The article resonated with a lot of people and many were able to connect some dots that were otherwise unconnected before.

Since the publication of the article many psychic and empathetic people have contacted me wanting to share their stories and it has become apparent that these beautiful people who have been attacked since a child need healing . They want to talk about what they have experienced and by doing this, healing is taking place. I suppose I’m not a normal counselor, I have connection to the Blue Avian Beings and when connecting with me they are with me, helping with the healing. Plus there aren’t many counselors out there who can fully understand and give compassion to these types of experiences that many people have had from abductions, mind control, narcissistic abuse, paranormal activity, psychic attacks etc etc.

My colleague who is my beautiful friend called Totto who has an in-depth understanding of self and being able to see the potential of every being. He has the abilities of detaching the dense energy within a being which can include possessions, detachments, implant removals and mind control programs. Totto is a truly beautiful person and I’m very blessed to be on this journey with him.

With the combination of Totto and myself our aim is for the being to return back to their original state  before the abuse from the dark began. Many empathic and psychic beings having suffered many forms of abuse from friends, family and dark beings. It is now their time to heal and transcend all the darkness and by doing that they will be able to get on with their mission here on Earth, which the dark have tried to stop since their incarceration on this planet

The journey back to your original state is not to be taken lightly, as there maybe parts of your personality that may be very painful to realise but to bring out your true beauty one must transcend the darkness. However, you will receive the support of both of us along the way. What I love about the process, is that its not someone in the conspiracy field telling you what you are, you will experience this yourself!

You will always have complete control. Totto and myself will just be assisting you back to your original self.

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